Please be blown away by my individuality

Having seen a fair share of break ups this year, I feel rather sad for my friends somehow. They could be the breaker or the breakee (social psych terms BOOM) but it just seems so sad when relationships fall apart? When they were in love, it felt as if they were so uplifted by it all and it changed them for the better. Then, after the break up, pictures are deleted and its as if they were never even in each others’ lives at all.

I’ve asked a friend and he said that what matters is that they know that the memories are in their heart. But cutting someone who once was so dear out of your life, doesn’t it hurt? I don’t really understand the rationale behind that.

It’s like everything just excavated, thrown out and forgotten. I must admit that I’m guilty of this as well. But it be an interesting thing to contemplate.

@mistermeatloaf - need to get back on my healthy diet!!!

I love dancing in the car to stupid songs that don’t really make that much sense and singing at the top of our voices.

So carefree, so happy so us.

I love the fact that we can spontaneously decide to grab a drink and me probably getting a little high and having the strangest cravings would head to a convenience store and then dance around while trying to make cup noodles with the hot water dispenser I never knew they had.

Was listening to The One That Got Away, and I realized that generally people all have that one high school sweet heart that destroyed them somehow. It’s just a painful and ugly scab on your past that you wish you’d never get reminded of.

But eventually, all shall pass. Time never stops moving and just gritting my teeth and getting through it all brought me to the amazing thing we have right now. I could finally trust someone again and the feeling was amazing. 1 year from then, it hasn’t changed.

Even though you frown upon crunching popcorn during a movie.

Is almost over! And my brother will be getting his posting results tomorrow. How time flies.

Am really happy though, albeit rather tired but its wondrous how people around me can keep me feeling so chipper. I think there’s some sort of trend that makes me get food poisoning from time to time. Its really rather strange, since I’ve NEVER had any problems before and yet now food poisoning seems to occur once every 3 months.

Hmm. Perhaps its because a butterfly flapped its wings in the jungles of Borneo. /butterflyeffect

Really like walking down streets and looking at stuff and just, breathe and just take it all in. Improves circulation. Our first event is next week! :) Am rather proud of myself for churning out the posters and emailers that decorate the school. I mean, never though I would see my work being printed out and presented to others.

And once again, am thanking the powers that be that have given me such a good life, let me randomly apply for uni in a school with an amazing city campus, surrounded by the bustle of good food and a million options to explore on a boring day as well as the amazing people I’ve had the privilege to meet.

And WAGBF ;)

Am craving carl’s junior…

To the tune of Adele’s Rolling in the Deep. Haha reminds me of a joke I heard from a certain someone recently (Tim). “What do you call it when you throw your computer into the sea?”

A dell. Rolling in the deep.

Hardy har!

Q: What beverage makes you cuss a lot after drinking it?
A: Root beer (rude beer)

Ha.ha. 

Hate having period. It makes me feel immobile and really foul-tempered like Davy Jones’ giant squid. Also makes me extremely tired, lethargic etc. Sorry to all I may have been bad-tempered towards.

E.g. Tim who has been on the receiving end of my angry glares recently.

Its people like these who make me feel ashamed of being Singaporean.

Feel like such a lazy person, have been intending to bathe but just spent the past 20 minutes just lying here and looking at stuff online.

Today, Tim and I took a really nice walk to go eat Teochew porridge. While we were there, we conversed about a variety of things. Its always fun to eat with him, we always end up talking about the most random but strangely informative things.

Me: What is your type?
Tim: Why don’t you look into the mirror and tell me ;)

Wot a retard. Anyway, discovered a bunch of corgi videos on youtube. My favorite being the one of the corgi attempting to leap into the water but only managing a small flop. Too cute. But finally found a dog more useless than Bobo. Feels rather comforting (for Bobo).

School begins in about 3 days. Feel rather ambivalent towards it. Before this, I was rather worried that I could not handle the work load but I suppose I’ll just take it as it comes I guess. Okay, finally mustered the willpower to go bathe. Mental strength, don’t fail me now!

I wish make up made a difference to my face. When I see people with makeup and they look all different and purty-like, I always wonder why it doesn’t do the same for me. Prps its the lack of skill and prps its because my makeup has been the same thing for like the past n years haha. Time to go shopping for makeup!

Can’t believe I typed one whole paragraph about make up. Anyway, holidays have been rather breezy both figuratively and literally (it’s been raining a hell lot). The year is for real coming to a close now, I could count the remaining days with my fingers. Year of turning 21 has actually brought with it much more emotional maturity and as I progress through each day, I learn and grow.

I feel thankful for the close friends I have had since I was in secondary school as well as the new awesome peepur I have met such as Li-en and Chrissypoo. Tim is also a really awesome addition to my life because he is so patient and his jokes are so funny (cough), despite his critical and quarrelsomeness as well as his post-multiple-trainings grumpiness. I have never felt more satisfied and happy.

Good year it has been! Breaking the odd-numbered-year curse that have plagued me and Shanti since we were ye tall.